MY DARK SECRET

It looks like the hurricane season is finally catching up, last I heard was that there are two storms heading westwards, far from us though...*hambug*

I really hate to be in town when it rains, its absolutely disgusting. I act like such a little school girl when I am walking through POS after it rains. The whole of town stinks and reeks of piss. You should see me tiptoe-ing about as if I was barefeet.

Well life on my end is okay for now-the usual ups and downs with the husband. lol. We all know how that can be. One thing though, when you are horny, it doesnt matter how vex you are with the person. You must make up lol...

A few days ago, a few days after one of our big arguments, he went to bed early. We havent been talking to each other for about a day or two. I was up reading some stufff for school and my mind just wondered off and kinda started thinking about sex. I slipped in a porn on my laptop and in no time my cock was throbbing and aching to be serviced. I jerked it a bit while watching, just teasing myself. Precum was leaking off me.

The porn was going great, a white young american teen was being gang banged by 3 black thugs!! Darn, I wanted to cum so bad, I havent fucked him in a while and neither did he. I was deliberating whether I should jerk off or wake him up for sex.

I continued watching porn for the next half hour until i couldnt take it anymore. I went to bed and started kissing him while jerking his cock. In no time he responded and his cock woke up. He took control of my cock deep in his throat. I went on top of him and started kissing his chest and neck, he was squirming as I moved closer to his cock. I teased him by running my tongue up and down his shaft but not putting the head in my mouth.

I reached for his balls and cupped them into my mouth while rubbing his hole. I then started rimming him and he was squirming like crazy, begging me to start fucking him. I moved back to his cock and started deep throating him, he held my head pressed down while he fucked my mouth.

I was in a 69 position sucking him and he was rimming me. It felt so awesome. Fuck it was good. I dunno whay happened to me, but i blurted out.... fuck me honey. I want your cock up my ass. He said, but I want you to fuck me to. LOL...Since I top most of the times, he decided to let me be the bottom

He continued rimming me occasionally sticking his finger up my hole. Then he lubed me up and got on top of me. I was so honry it slipped right in. He layed on top of me kissing my neck and ear and asked if I was okay. I said...just fuck me... which he started doing

I got it all the positions I knew about that night. He was pounding my ass good. I had no idea I could have taken that. He was enjoying himself too> he kept yelling...honey..you ass is tight... The bf is different from me.. He could fuck for a good half hour or so... I didnt complain, I enjoyed getting his fat cock up my tight ass.

I didnt even have to touch my cock and it was twitching to cum. He lifted me off the bed and unto the ground. I wrapped my feet around his back to keep myself from sliding down. He held me and started fucking me against the wall. I couldnt take it much long..


I screamed out...i am cumming...he continued fucking me ...harder and harder. i could feel him all the way inside me....as my cum squirted before me, I felt his cock throb inside my ass..filling me with his cream.. He kissed me and said.... Honey that was good...


Dont you think?

I've noticed an error prompt whenever I try to load certain blogs using Internet explorer 8. However, when using Firefox, everything runs fine. First I thought it was a problem with IE8 until I realised that only certain blogs prompted me.

After sitting and almost going crazy with the annoying prompt, it finally dawned on me. it must be one of those widgets I added on my blog, and it makes sense to because some blogs load smoothly while others dont!

Now, how do I figure out which widgets contain bugs that is causing the prompt without removing them one by one?? Well I have decided to make a list of all the blogs I follow and compare widgets and see which ones produces the prompt.

Below is a picture of the prompt I get when I try to load. I would really appreciate if you can leave me a comment indicating if you experience this annoying prompt too. The picture is a bit blurred, incase you cannot understand the words, here is what it says ... Internet Explorer cannot open the internet site http://www.livingasecret.blogspot.com/. Operation Aborted



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Hello world.

its 11.54, i jus woke up and clean myself. i was up all night waiting for the bf to come home from clubbing. at first it was jus a co workers lime till 8- den it went to 10 and den he ended up goin to a club which lasted till...well u know.

i have come to realise last nite-that i cling too much-i dunno-but at times wen he is not around i dont feel like myself. its been so long since we are together. yet if he is out late or decides to sleep out by family i cant sleep or anything.

i dropped my friends wen we met cuz well dey were all single and he thought it might hav caused problems later on. even now-i dont have much friends-well i have only 2 friends who i am comfortable liming wit and well i have no real str8 frenz. an its not his fault-i jus feel like y do i need friends to go out wen i have u.

but he doesnt feel d same way- so i tink i might hav to reconsider-i prob need to get some friends so that wen he is out i wont go all haywire and shit. i dunno- i guess i am sort of a looser if u tink about it-i rarely go out-its always work and home-it wasnt so before tho- for the first 2 years of being together we were out mostly everyday but that changed suddenly afer having some experiences ( later post)

our relationship started weird actually (later post).... and i tink it may be d reason for whats happening now. i accept that most of it is my fault. since im d one dat doesnt wanna hang out or go out or get upset when he is out- so i will try to change. it seems like being me isnt workin out-i dunno. i am confused. i didnt mean for this post to go on so long but i guess-well my life have some shit in it that i need to work on.

he neva came home dis drunk b4-he cud barely hold himself up-i had to go outside to bring him in. after he staggered in last nite, he went straight to bed and dream land-shoes and everything- i took off his shoe and clothes-and i dunno y tears was streamin down my face-im a cry baby i guess-i dunno. during d nite i was texting him but he seemed upset-well i was upset dat he was out so late so i guess he was upset becuz of that.mayb daz y he drank so much-i dunno-i didnt ask-all i asked was 'did u hav fun' and he replied 'yes'.

dis morning he woke up early-got dressed and stuff-kissed me and wished me happy anniversary and went to work.

As my small hands grasp his erected "piggy". I notice the look on his face. His eyes closed, looking up. Moaning softly telling me "yes...yes" He then puts his hand over mine and moves it back and forth in a jerking motion. Then he lets go leaving me to jerk him off. All the time he keeps his eyes tightly shut.

It continues for about 10 minutes, and I notice how wet he is. I guess now I understand what it was....precum. Back then I thought it was Pee LOL. My hands grew tired and I began slowing down, getting ready to stop because I was feeling weird and scared doing this.

As I gradually slowed down, his moans stop. I then let his "piggy" go and at that moment...his eyes opened. He looked at me, so angry. I have never seen X stare at me so before as if to burn me with his eyes. I could swear he was gonna do something. " what d fuck yuh think yuh doin" he bellows. I start stammering, trying to say..... but he cuts me off and says "get yuh hands back here before...."

I didn't wait for him to finish because I was scared what he might have done if I didnt do as he said. His "piggy" is much softer now and this seemed to have made him more angry with me. "look at wat yuh do"..."play wit it an make it hard"...He grabs my hand and puts it on his penis once again, forcing me to jerk it fast as if to get him hard without any delay.

Sure enough within seconds, "Mr. Piggy" was all hard and throbbing. Precum leaking around and making me squirm cause it was so gross!! Ewwwwwww......it was touching my hands. X was comfortable again. His head faces up with his eyes closed and the moaning continues. I had to switch hands often cause this was so tiring.

It felt like forever I was stooping beneath the house, faced over his "piggy" jerking uncle X off, I started wondering why he had me doing this...what was it doing to him...what would happen if anyone found out....what would they think of me, my thoughts was interupted as his "piggy" became tense snd started to thob more. His moans became louder and his eyes slightly begins to open and he yells at me...faster faster. I try my best to keep at it fast but I am tired and I as start slowing down again...something squirts out hitting me on my face. I was about to stop but he says "dont fuckin stop yet"..so I continue jerking him off as this "milky" looking thing squirts all over my face and upper chest, then as his "piggy" stops throbbing, he puts it back into his boxers and make his way from under the house leaving me there to clean myself with my T