MY DARK SECRET

Hi readers,

The BF and I just had an argument, it seems like its happening a little more regular these days and sometimes for even the smallest things. Is this a sign that things are getting worse? Have we reached the end of the line?

I really do not want to give up on us, but sometimes aggghhhhhh. I just came home from work, tired-so I decided to come online, read my blog, update my facebook etc and he gets angry for that. As long as I can remember, he always seemed to have a problem with my "relationship" to the internet. I don't know what he thinks might happen to "us" when I am online.

Anyways- I am not perfect myself, I have recognised some things which I can work on-such as not making a fuss when he comes home from work and just throw his clothes about, or leaving his shoe where ever he takes them off etc. I can be very anal sometimes when it comes to stuff like that. I am sort of- NO- I am a neatfreak.

So here I am, writing away, where is he? He is in the living room on his laptop and looking at "the nanny" on TV. I can tell you how the evening is going to end. I will stay in my room-he will stay outside, then about 8 or 9 I will shower and head to bed- He will have something to eat, then shower and come to bed, by which time I might be asleep. Tomorrow he will leave for work and then we wont see each other till tomorrow evening. Sigh....

Such is my life.....these days