MY DARK SECRET

It’s been a while since my last post and let me apologize for my negligence on my story. My internet was down for a while and even after being back up, it was really difficult to start writing again, I guess the wounds I have dug up have started growing a scar. I don't have broadband internet yet so still rely on the old dial-up internet! Yes....you heard right, One may start wondering exactly where do I live since I am still dialing up. But that is not important.

The last time I wrote I mentioned I was molested or abused by my younger uncle. It was summer vacation as you may have remembered reading and I was vacationing by my grandfather. The place was so hot inside, I can’t remember the presence of a fan. Well, it was X's idea to go under the house. Back then, there were a lot of wooden houses around, erected a few feet above the ground. It wasn't that high but enough to accommodate someone stooping about below. I don’t remember exactly why he wanted to go under, but I remember stooping behind, following him as he motioned for me to hurry so that no one will see us.

It was really dark under, although it was so sunny outside, my grandfather had a lot of plants around the house and I figure that must have kept most of the light out. Anyways, so we are under the house, somewhere in the middle, away from the edges which were not too far from the street. Hidden by anyone stooping down who might happen to see us. Well X was wearing just a boxers as he usually do when he is home, and I, well I was fully clothed. I wore a pants, a jockey and a T-Shirt. LOL.

X started talking about sex, I really didn’t know what sex was until that day when he explained the birds and the bees or rather what he knew about it. All the time, X kept groping himself while telling me about the penis and how big it can get etc etc etc. I was confused when he kept mentioning Penis, I didn’t know what he meant when he used that term and I guessed he saw the confusion on my face and reached out and grabbed my “piggy” and said to me “ that is your penis” Then his penis which was fully erected by now, slips through the slit on his boxers and hangs out. It was surprising to me though, that he didn’t seem embarrassed that his “piggy” was showing.

Instead X smirked at me, and asked, have you seen how big it is, to which I replied yes. He looked at me and said to come closer to him which I did. X sat flat on the dirt, leaning against a wooden prop which was holding up the floor boards. His hard “piggy” was now sticking straight out his boxers, revealing a very big red head. For some reason, I was hypnotized by the sight. Mine was so small and almost invisible, the head that is. The skin seemed to be rolling back and it throbbed just sticking out “looking at me” or rather vice versa.

His next question really made me scared, I really couldnt answer, instead, I stooped there....just lost for words, confused.... "will you like to touch it"...but even if I had an answer, he really didnt wait for it. He grabbed my hands and placed it on his penis, trying to make me wrap my small fingers around his thick "piggy".

I really must depart now, but will continue on another post.

I will like to sincerely thank you for taking the time to read my posts.